preview of the week

well...i feel so light these days.....after some resting period, i'm so energetic, filled with lots and lots of power of love~!

isn't that great?


i'm juz waiting for the right one and the right time and the nice love....

....and then..i'm in love~!!!

wowwowowowowowowow.........i like love........:D

sunday shopping

hmm...contuniation of sunday, my relative brought me a shirt and a bracelet, one for me n my sis...i love the two present very much~!!!

and i went to secret recipe, the low fat peach-cake....oh my god..taste like heaven..even my parents and siblings like it too....^-^v

gonna eat more of it although is one a little expensive than the usal prices...



i dun kw wat else to post....haha...im juz feeling light and nice~!

wowwow......:D:D:D:D:D

loving every second now....


tuesday

have a real chat with koji today, and tats gd...he is more socialable than i imagine...hmm.....tats happy coz im reli glad to be his fren...admire his love...but a little too stubborn and he at last say out something which i've waited for sometime "no one can help me unless i help myself"...

well....rush her a little will do rite?

but he has lots of other problem....but i tink he shud be able to manage it..... *frens forever*




sometimes, waiting is a happiness too...sometimes u get what u want in the end, sometimes never, tats y i gv myself a time to wait, coz time are precious and the more i wait and if i kw the ending,i'm juz killing and torturing myself.... love yourself, before you love others....;)

for aparnaa and the two monkies and aparnaa babies(kekeke..she's pregnant wif 10 babies of sukrut's)

joke for everyday- make a guess

John: hey, korky! what wo u get if you cross a salmon with a sabre?

Korky: ...

John: a ______________.

Korky: ye-owww~!!!!!

***

What do ducks do on television?

_________________.

***

Which animals didn't go into the ARK in pairs?

________________________________________.

***

How do you spell 'Crocodile'?

___________________.

***

What do you call a sleepy Stegosaurus?

A ___________________.

***

Knock, knock!

Who's there?

Cows go.

Cows go who?

No - cows go moo.

Knock, knock!

Who's there?

Luke.

Luke who?

Luck through the keyhole and you'll see me.

***

What do you get if you cross a parrot with a homing pigeon?

__________________________________________________.

***

Now, guys, squeeze your brain juice out a little and think...

Answer are at below...^.~

1) John: what do you get if you cross a salmon with a sabre?

Korky: ....

John:Swordfish.

Korky: ye-owww~!!! ( he got stung by a swordfish at hius butt coz he's fishing.)

2) What do ducks do on television?

Answer: duckumentaries.

3) Which animals didn't go into the ARK in pairs?

Answer: The worms. They went in apples.

4) How do you spell 'crocodile'?

Answer: K-r-o-k-o-d-i-a-l.

The dictionary spells it 'C-r-o-d-i-l-e.'

You didn't ask me how the dictionary spelt it.

5) What do you call a sleepy Stegosaurus?

Answer: A stegosaurus.

6) What do you get if you cross a parrot with a homing pigeon?

Answer: A bird that can ask the way if it's lost.

~!!*****!!~

Hope you all have enjoyed my jokes for everday........^^v

i was wondering....

something is quite strange and i just couldn't seem to get it though...



in my first few blogs, i dun tink more than 3 person know my blog, and at the blog of love or my dream guy or watever the title is(hv forgotten..hehe), there's this edision which wrote " obviously it's not me...god damn it!"

i mean.....i reli dun kw who tis edision is...i finally is using my brain to tink, it cannot be my god-bro lah....stupid...at 1st it hought my bro is playing a prank on me, but i tink tats less likely coz he's too bz to work and so on, and i tink he doesn't really view my profile in friendster..:P

but back to tis strange topic..i know like-ing someone and u canot tel tat person becoz of certain reasons is reli tough...but i dun mind telling, is just frenship is better still, i dun wanna miss out any episode in our frenship later on, it's worse than death...a gd fren of mine..hmm...we didn't contact anymore becoz of a reason tat only he know, i tried everything i could to save our frenship, but in the end, when he ask his sis or whosoever to answer my call, i understand ntg can be change, im nt angry or sad becoz of a gal answering my call but loosing a frenship...

well, back to this edision.....how should i put it...i really wish to know who it is...maybe it'll make him or "her"(impossible lah..jk oni..wakakkak) feel better...*frens r forever,no matter wat happen inbetween*...tats wat alwayz on my mind, and tis is why i could still be fren with my you-know-who...haha...




p/s: let me know who r u "edison", we're frenz rite...? ^-^v

movie day

i went for "pirates of the carabian3- at world's end" tis morning(sunday)...

wow man...so touching, romantic, funny, scary, gewy(the octopus ting), eerie, and...nice~!

it makes me cry in the end man..juz tears to be exact...too touching at the last part of the departure of watever his name is..forgotten....and to meet his beloved one once in 10years~!?
i tink it will kill me...

and when sao feng died...he is so....nice after all....

and when davy jones is in human form he is quite handsome though...haha...

the 2nd part i watched, not the 1st though...but the 3rd part is more better....not many scenes of gewy tat is too gewy...

but overall this movie is worth to watch!!!


and so tis wed or thu..going again for tis movie..belanja(treating) me...so..yeah..here i come again....^-^v





after all the nice tings..i officially have FLU...damn....hate it....i feel so sick...cough..and i juz recover from the cough n flu tingi not long ago man...wlaaoeh......tis year damn bad luck....haiz.....



*today is a happy day!!!!*

love and thought for a special sis....

i miss the time we share,

the joy and laughter,

the tears and sadness,

the fun and games,

the secrets and tease,

the shopping and walking,

the sweetness and bitterness...

~!!!*****!!!~

human really can't make one silly mistake..

in my mind at tat time is kind of having a deep impression wif an article or smting frm smwhere..."ur true love can be anyone around u..."

if i have a brain and knowledge of now, how great would life be...

please show me the path of forgiving myself..

i love you forever...

it is hard to forgive oneself...

i envy the love n frenship between others....

but i know u love me deeply..

thanks for letting me know you...i love you sis....:)

the sound of a heartbreaking.....

can you hear the sound of my heartbreak?

if i could choose all over again,

i swear i will never hurt you the way i did...

i am so sorry....

so sorry jen-sis...

....so sorry....

c-p-c quote

Quote of the day:

YOU want 2 know her number!,
YOU want 2 know her birthday!,
YOU want 2 know if she got a bf!,
YOU want 2 know what cup she wears!,
and if it' a teacup, Mou tak lum looo.



the last sentence " mou tak lum" is cantonese..which means nothing to drink....

cpc from my guy fren dodo...

:P:P:P

............smile........................

I Promise You (With Everything I Am)




It's in the silences
The words you never say
I see it in your eyes
Always starts the same way
It seems like everyone we know is breaking up
Does anybody ever stay in love anymore


CHORUS


I promise you
From the bottom of my heart
I will love you 'til death do us part
I promise you
As a lover and a friend
I will love you like I'll never love again
With everything I am


I see you look at me
When you think I'm not aware
You're searching for clues
Of just how deep my feelings are
How do you prove the sky is blue
The ocean's wide
All I know is what I feel
When I look into your eyes


CHORUS repeat


There are no guarantees
That's what you always say to me
And late at night I feel the tremble in your touch
What I'm trying to say to you
I never said to anyone


CHORUS repeat


With everything I am

~*****~

for whom is my friend....wat is love.......a fren named dodo once asked me..during out bet-ting day...is being in love with everyone i guess.....

now i really can let go of the secret-love for tat guy....after i bought my beloved shirt in midvalley..haha.....now i know shopping is my way of de-stress man....:P

i'll stil hold the admiration-love sort of feeling though..is really sweet...sweeter than a sweet....happy and feeling light.....

there's one person working in a bus station, at that time i'm in a daze.....and he said to me"smile more..it makes u prettier.."

haha.....is nt the word pretty tat i smile..it makes me wake up from my dream....how can i forget to smile....

*love is in the air*

Artist: Brian McKnight
Album: Back At One
Title: Cherish




I
Thinkin' back in time
Someone said that love was blind
But they were wrong
You just choose not to see me

II
When it's right before your eyes
You'd rather compromise
Then give your all
Then it don't turn out
The way it's supposed to be

III
Time and time again you disapoint
When she belives
Just do your best
And give her what she needs
And...

(Chorus)
Cherish her love
Show her she's right where she belongs
Take care of her heart
Before she's gone
Cherish her love

IV
It might be hard to conceive
Yougotta see the forest
Despite the trees
Before it all burns down

V
Not tellin' ya nothing you dont't know
But she'll let you have your fun
But when a woman's done when she's done
And then she'll go
Just when you're needin' her the most

VI
Time and time again you disappoint
When she beleives
Do all you can
To give her what she needs

(Chorus)

VII
And if you care about the weather
Keep her safe and warm
Let nothing in between stand in your way
They say it's calm inside the eye of the storm
Together come whatever
Come what may
Just...

(Chorus)

cherish the one you love most before its too late...

and remember, love includes family, friends, yourself and everyone....

part tWo...

hey..try this quis and true and false quiz too.....check it out whether ur the worm in my stomach...haha...^.~

enjoy guys...


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part oNe....

oo......hi everyone.....

quite a few days didn't blog huh..haha...too bz lah...:P

today..thu supposedly to have class....ponteng lah....replace next time....too boring at home...alone......sob sob sob....... *icy world..veli veli cold*

so..as i went through my fren'z blog....i find the lyric is nice..so C-N-P, copy and paste it means...haha....hope he didnt see it :P

u see..i alwayz copy his nickname,quote and so on..haha.....he mind at mouth and msn oni lah....kinda gd boy inside.....haha......i help him promote wat...wat gd fren i am rite....wakakakaka....^.~

so here's tyric...



INITIAL D- KILLING MY LOVE


Killing my love

You're gonna destroy my love
With your actions you destroy my heart
You give me always bad surprises tell me tell me why
You treat my feelings like a toy

Baby make up make up make up
Your mind's time wake up
They gave us just one life to live
Baby love and love and love me love is what is worthing
The most important thing to give

(Chorus)But you're
Killing my love and it will destroy me
But you're
Killing love my heart's disappointing
I'll love you forever but please don't say never
I'll keep your remember so deep in my heart

But you're
Killing my love and it will destroy me
But you're
Killing my live my heart's disappointing
A dream lasts forever if we dream together

I don't want to believe in love anymore
You're gonna destroy my life
I was thinking to become your wife
You give me million of your lies tell me tell me why
You think that love is not a joy

(repeat chorus)



well...is kinda kind of my feelings or..hmm..words i wanna say or wats inside my heart, but i dun hv a bf..pls....haha......

there's alot more wonderful lyric at my fren koji's blog...

c-n-p next time lah...haha....

today!! ^-^v

i juz send my amentment of essay to my lecturer and re-check it juz now...of coz she wouldn't have replied yet...haha....

so...went and check my fren's blog out...

each and everytime i went to his blog..it inspire me alot....at least it make me think...

there's this lyric in his blog and a sentence which i've typed earlier in my post...and i guess is really my thoughts for him..



Chris Daughtry- I't Not Over

...this love is killing me,

but ur the only one....



suddenly, now, i feel so peaceful inside me...like there's no wind to stir the wave up...is so nice...tinking of him now and then....

i juz read the newspaper earlier on, and there's one sentences that attracts me too..

"...guy who are passionate never think for tomorrow, as long there's today, there's no need to think for tomorrow...."

hmm..is like saying myself..althoguh i am not a guy..but...if i would hv his love today....i would losse tomorrow....is tat something i want?is it worth it?

i know this is hard...secret-love tingi.....but as long i know i have done my best...isin't it a blessing in disguise?

my world has light up becoz of u.....juz becoz of u....

[* those stars seems brighter than ever *]

aparnaa, missing you so much....didn't see you on9 both yesterday and today...so much to tell you..so much unspoken..so much to do....so much of missing...so much so much....

take care over there, is getting warmer, drink more cold drinks, but not over-load ya...luv u alwayz...

quotation in how guys feel :

Don't mix the life of two together,

Space is the only medicine for longetivity in love.

Don't get jealous easily,

Who doesn't have friends of the opposite sex,

Be jealous when you should, and let it show.

* i love you, my anata *

*the doctor day*

saturday

yesterday is a nice shopping day....unfortunately i am still officially unwell, and went to the doctor cause i keep going to the toilet, feeling weak and cold and me and my family felt my forehead and me myself on my neck when me and my family decided to have our lunch at mcdonald...

so...we shorten the shopping trip as i am going to die any second....

and...we went to any clinic around 4.30pm near by and found one at near near near 4.30pm which is the time they CLOSED!

so....the doctor just asked me a few question, what i eat and stuff and listen to my "stomach", yes....my stomach and my heart beat and then he announced that i am having the official certificate and visit by the great....not-so-great....FOOD POISONING......

hmm...

back home...i ate the medicine as fast as possible and i even dare to swallow long medicine without hesitating man......damn....*im scared of swallowing medicines that i tink are "too big" for my throat, had accident while young,talk about that next time*....and went to sleep because my head is spinning...


sunday

so..today..sunday...i am ok! perfectly fine and went SHOPPING....kekekke.....how wonderful life is.......didn't buy anything except papaer wrapper for present to be used in wrapping the two monkies belated-present later on (haven buy leh....shhh....)...

haha..and i decided to buy my clown-skirt-half-naked-shirt next week.....since i waited for two weeks and say no to my dad "invitation" to buy...and since it depreciared rm20 approximately per week, so...( aren't my ACCOUNTING good....wakakakak *notti*) i am GETTING IT MAN!!!
and there's this thailand food fest...oh man.....brought my favourite thailand snak.....still thailand's are better.....tastier....more fillings and thickers and cheaper!
yum yum....that snack i tink only can be found at dream world....and i also ate the fried prawn with flour with the thai spice(curry-leaf-like)...yum yum.......gona get it when i'm bk from my freedom world at elsewhere...wakakaka...


and today......now....monday at 2:11am, just FINISH my CI essay for my college and going to wash my face and go to SLEEP...zZzZzZzZ.....

and miss u guys very much...aparnaa...on9 lah..haiyyooyoyoy.......:(

goodnite....^-^v













p/s: a fren of mine say i am not h** bestttttttttt fren wor...haha.....haiz.....sad lo..rite....but not lah...h** too hard in h** mouth liao lah...haha.....:P

sick!

my head is spinning like mad...

tummy aching non-stop....

stomach feel so full yet empty....

having cold sweat...

shit lah...thx to my sis to irrtating me and make me so angry and now me die lah.....:'(

words of wisom for love - frenship,love and family

[* i seem to smell something different

is filled with the smell of love, is so familiar,

it make me think of care of nothing,

and flying towards that direction ...*]

[*all i've got is what you didn't take*]

[*the only thing tats worse than 1 is none...*]

- source from Zero-

[*we've used up all the energy we had till now

drawn oneself out of oneself's heart

after the mummifiying, is still the endless black-hole*]

[*"o boy....juz tell me wat to do...

wat can i do....to love you....

without pain and fear,

without lonliness,

without you..." *]

[*maybe even if we miss the chance of holding on to happiness

if it really can be without regret

really can be without regret, is also a form of happiness*]

...:***!*** '' @ ''***!***:...

there is this dream....

earlier this year, i had a dream...


there's u and me...sitting on stone-edge-like place and there is nothing else...just white...so clear...


we're just looking out at the vast ocean-like-place...so vast.....


you drank a can drink, and me wanna drink the same can...i look at you with a doubtful eye..like as thought i'm asking you using my eye, ''is it ok if i share?''



..:***:...and you just gave me that that angel smile....:***:..

*********

juz what is love~!?

hmm....juz as i went through my fresnter, i visited koji's frenster...


he's so...romantic i shud say...


waiting for someone you love is filled with endless waiting, tears and pain but yet filled with love every moment...


many of my guy frens are juz so perfect, so....one-heart guy..erm...so stubborn in love i shud say...


i know and i guess i'll never met such a guy lah...haha...


in koji, i saw real love and real real real courage....he actually can put in so much time and heart, i guess that's not something i can do anymore...


i know how to love myself more than anything else...but of coz i still have alot of space in my heart for my frenz and family...coz they are me...


tis guy i liked....hmm....wish i am not in a dilema between frenship and love..and have tons of courage....


but i juz couldn't imagine what will happen to our frenship if we were to be together and break up...juz hw would i and he be?


if i could have juz one chance..i guess i would like to have him and be with him..even if it's juz that moment...


haha..if our mind is so clear..i guess we're not normal human already...








*if i were to have a little more courage, a little more love, a little more time, would you be mine*








well.....if i have not been through so much...i guess i would readily tell him how i feel....i dun like keeping things inside me..coz it's killing me....surpress this and that..oh god......hard leh...

at one point, i guess late last year, early this year, i actually ask myself..what is missing...and it came to me that i actually have lost the courage to love....hmm......*not sad, not happy* ^.^v

one of my worries is....BREAK UP..i reli wish tat he is my final stop but i know i have to go oversea sooner or later, there is where my dreams are...i know there are other guys out there who will be better but tis is love....


argh........gona find a chance and juz tell it off, and i wanna be free.....


like as what my lecturer says...there are so many singles outside...so be one of them won't die...maybe juz having tat little emptiness...


if someone would have such a strong love for me and me loving him the same...oh god....how great would life be~.........





hmm....time not enough ahhhhhhhhh~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





the person i'm in love with is named "U".....so is u and u and u....guess who....u lah....aiyo..haha...:P:P:P















p/s: visit koji's blog if u have time, the songs lyric is i guess of what is inside me too...so juz check it out... http://www.tokyotribe.blogspot.com/

Marvellous FOUR and our LIFE stories

my three darlings

My darlings are Aparnaa, Sai and Sukrut...

They are my daughter and son, but aparnaa and sukrut is married.....

Their nickname is......coconut head,superman,batman...

And mine......EGPYTIAN QUEEN CAT...~!!!!! [* COPYRIGHT* ]

How did our nickname came by....

Hmm....Aparnaa the Coconut Head aka Mrs.Sukrut.. She is quite tall and thin and with a pony tail tingi...and she look like a coconut..thus we gave her that nickname, is overly suitable..haha..oh ya..she's married~! ^.~

Sai the Superman...why...hmm...in our form3 class, each of us have a nickname, and i guess sai love superman too much and there he is..getting the nickname of superman...haha..

Sukrut the Batman, there's not much choice for him anyway....supeman,spiderman is taken and left the only one, so i guess he can't really choose...

Must ask aparnaa why leh actually...i'm toooooo blur to remember it, actually i didn't really ask WHY..haha....

For me...the one and only EGYPTIAN QUEEN CAT.

My original nickname is Cat, coz i love to sleep in class especially maths class(teacher too nice to bully..actually i regretted it)haha...but shh...dun tell tat chew beng or else he'll laugh till death...

So till form5, the stupid lamp-dance or whatsoever(i actually have to show my TUMMY!), the head of the school(she "made" the dance)drew a spiral thing and the sun's hand on my forehead, and the makeup which look like pontianak( malaysia's female-seducing-ghost) but the mainpoint is that sun made me look like egpytian's queen 'cat'...so i gotten that name...and is COPYRIGHT~!!!

Let's have a little history lesson below....:P

In form5 is the disasterous year....O'level damn hard, IDIOTIC GALS pick troubles, IDIOTIC so-called teachers pick troubles on ME and my CLASS too...

Well.....there is one incident that i pick..well that sissy pick a fight with me in MY CLASS..ask me to get out of my class, i pay for it leh, tink i will meh...so i told tat sissy "IS my class, YOU want go, you go back to your staffroom!"

and i continue sleeping....that sissy then too angry slamp the door,shouted at me,slap the book, i still continue sleeping, my class keep asking me to just go, i said a big big NO..

so he's so angry but i laughed anyway, that he complain to the head and principal..in my pay-and pay school we still have to see the "teacher's face" and live on..curse them all die on road accident or go to the deepest level of hell and never be reincarnated...

F*** it....sure i get scolding lagi lah...after that..thank god that sissy never show his face in MY BEAUTIFUL CLASS again....see tat sissy also pretend never see...

So obviously my classmates is being "asked" or whatsoever that word is...of course my three darlings helped me..real real real helped which means "lying" a little...

So nothing really happen and went up to tell my story what happen below lo...

Aparnaa told me in secret , that they( the three of them) , she told me "i told sai and sukrut, if anything is going to happen to me and they are going to be "asked", they are prepared to back me up.."

real friends will help you even if they might be in trouble too....

Damn it..that second i actually felt guilty, not because i quarel with that sissy but them...

OF course i or we would have "win" if there is no spyyyyy in our class of 7!

Another incident...

There's another incident that WE quarel with the fat-gozilla-maths-so-caled-teacher, let's named that stupid idiotic guy-BFG( BIG FAT GIANT,actually BFG is a famous children novel by ronald dalph).

So there is another stupid pig BFG always find trouble in MY CLASS...if they pick on me never mind but if it's one of my gang, i'll make sure he/she(two fat idiotcs head of skol) "dieeeeeee"...

And that fellow, juz keep picking trouble in one of us- the marvellous four...

That BFG go to the office and told that we never pass up our homework( me only lah. hw is juz a waste of time), so he just simply scold sure we'll talk back right..which idiot pay for his salary and still keep quiet and get scolding, at least we form5 is not...

So, the usual word "form5 is rebellious"...who cares right..come on..if cannot take it, who cares if u quit, anyway he teaches like TURTLE, i never listen to his class anyway and i alwayz copy one anyway..haha...

So back to the question, he scolded us, and obviouslly APARNAA, coz he know his mother, so of course i am furious, F***-himself lah PIG...

So i was there into the picture and fight back so we again the famous form5 go to the office and they just pretend to ask "what happy", nothing will happen to that BFG anyway, He's a SPYYY too..alwayz listen to what we say (KEPOH!) and tell the office lo...

Soso after the lecture and all....we juz went back to the class and laughed....

Our class have a habit, that is...we never cry or whatsoever after scolding, infront of the teacher we appear sad and wanna cry...after they dissapear out of our way, we'll laughed REAL loud and curse lo( we used to think tat the neighbour class must be tinking have we gone mad or smting)..haha...

There's another incident....all the teachers and US- form5 again.....in the library prepared to have a "meeting".

We than have to put up the tie niely,shirt tuck in, hair tied, rubbish ear-ring off their ears and so on lah...so we went in....all sitted down and getting "griled".

The HEAD of that SCHOOl said "some" teacher complained that we didn't do our homework, this and that lah and ask us is it true bla bla bla, we keep silence obviously, we don't wanna die young infront of them( silence is gold leh) and thus that fat lady-chimpanzi asked the teachers, only two idiotic-sissy-fucking-assholessss said we didn't do this lah that lah,talk back lah,rebellious and all the bad word you can find to put us down, we know that we actually didn't really pass up all the work in time(me is the usal one lo..haha..), but the female teachers all help us...i know they wanted to tell but did not...

After we dismissed, went back to class, one by one the teachers(female or those who cares and love us- isa female teacher still) come and tell this and that..we know is for our own good but we juz listen anyway..feel guilty though...

So our secondary life..only one word can describe "SUCK"...

I mean, talk back and voice our view out is rebellious is it?

Is 21st century man..for what we have to keep quiet when THEY the TEACHER are in the wrong..baka lah they.....so fucking idiot,bitches(the principal and head only)...

haiz...is ok lah..all over...i mean those spy and idiots...

even if i went back to the school i never say hi to that BFG...pretend didn't see him also, but that guy say hi to me..HAHAHAHA...so stupid....

[* special thanks to the teachers that love us above all :

ms.sharmila , mrs.rani, ms.wati,

...ms.kavita( we alwayz did her homework one leh)... *]

my dream guy.... (L)

my dream guy

my dream guy.....

hmm....let's see below shall we? ^-^v

1) gentleman.

2)gentle,sweet,considerate,*cute*,*handsome*.

3)NOT STINGY.

4)love me and only.

5) romantic...

Everyone wants that right...haha...i mean gals....maybe inclusive of..erm..u kw....kw rite...ahh..tat lo...haha...

During in my conversations with my friends, we would talk about your dream gal or guy...so here i am telling little...

My guy....someone i can depend on...sense of secure can be found in him....love me and i love him...

It doesn't matter whether he is rich or poor but moderate will do...i dun really like guy to pay everything..there is one quotation "when two are together, one will be minus off the financial trouble but the other will be added on". Is in chinese so....i'm not really good at direct translation..sorry....^^"

So back to the question, i prefer you pay one time, me pay one time. Which human dun like the feeling when someone is paying right...but liking and fact is different....We're together because of love and not to add one one's trouble...

In my past relations, is either i love him or he love me ONLY...

Now, i found someone who is really great, he is really talented, mature (in some way),nice, romantic and handsome(frankly). I know if i gave him my world, he will too... But he will never know becuase i will not let him know..at least not now....

Is not that I'm shy or whatsoever, like in first love,u know....but..i'm just worried that if i have him as a bf, what will happen to my frenship tat i took a great effort to build?

I don't know whether he still can be like we were before in our great frenship...not everyone can take it so easily...i know if we breap-up for some idiotic reason, it'll tear his heart into thousand of pieces...so do u tink tat we still can be as before....hmm....i guess is a no for him...

Nothing is as important as frenship, so i'll pick myself real fast, so is a no-problem for me for long...:P

There is one quotation saying "Don't burn two end of a bridge" and " One decision of yours decides your destiny..."

If i know the future and i only can choose either frenship or relationship, i would choose frenship...

Coz in the time of need only frens will be with me, now and forever and ever...althought there'll be time when i am really sad and lonely, not that i have no one to share my troubles with(sometimes only) but i know it'll be over soon, how can i ever bear to see my fren being sad..it will sadden me more, so i'll pick up myself at the maximum speed of 3days...my best fren aparnaa once told me "what is there to be sad about, is over..so pick up yourself fast!"

...there is where my power will came from- my friends.

Soso....about tis guy..he is juz perfect...so perfect.....and i tink when it is the time to confess..i guess that's when i will put tis secret-luv-tingi behind and focus on our frenship and then i'll set sailing again in the vast ocean to look for that someone special...

I'm no weakling in love, overly-strong i guess, i enjoy this feeling...because time will tell me 'hey, i've been such a cute gal..gotta that sweet and funny feeling"...and..."o...there is actually a guy so perfect..."

Why i'm in such dilema, one of the reason is, he is a great fren but he is also such a gd lover...haha..who would know how to choose...at least not me...

Taurus is like that one....do things too slowly but with reason...one chinese saying goes like tis "when the boat is about to hit shore, it'll goes straight"...

well well....time goes quickly...so.....i dun kw about whether i will tell him tomorrow anot but i'll enjoy each and everyday... ^.~ ....

* To him i'm only a little kid....isn't he an idiot??? ^.~ *

===>> silly boy, don't you know i love you? <<===

a series of unfortunate event

cooking disaster

Today..juz nw..few hours ago....my mum ask my to help to put water into the dessert for cooking...so there i am helping out,pouring water in..

well....i did pour as she said, but i asked her again is it enough coz she ask me to pour two containers of water....tats wat i heared lah...she ask me to pour pour pour...so me pour pour pour...but when i on the fire already and she went to check after a little while...

She said " Grace! Why is there so MUCH WATER...how am i suppose to 'catch' the water when it boiled...?"

Obviously i answer her by i did as u told me to...i ask u to double check u juz say pour pour pour, so i pour pour pour lah...

She then say, " i ask u to pour one container and the other one juz leave at the side..."

I thn said "no u didn't, u juz ask me pour pour pour leh..."

And my mum don't know to scold or to laugh me coz im too cute what...haha...

But it ended alright anyway....at least my mum dun have to 'catch' the water if it over-boil which it will anyway if it were to left there unattended or to BOIL, but i guess my mum did some magic tat it didn't over-boiled....phew...or else i tink i have to clean up( pss....never will happen..i'll find tons of exuses coz im too cute...... :P)

my movie

Supposely, today, i should be going to watch spiderman3, but......my stupid best-fren-ex-classmate dun bother to call my mum or other hp to "find" me...because my hp no battery and lazy to charge and woke up at 3pm(didnt sleep well for 2days leh, 15+15=30-15=15), i missed at least half the amount of my sleep leh, so have to replace it right....haha...

So last night or days before, he told me he is not free in the morning, so i contentedly slept till late late...but he tod me he is at the shopping mall since 10.30am, and went home around 4 something...i almost get heart-attack by seeing his sms using my mum hp saying "i am at home", but this is the after maths lah....there's alot of sms in between,before and after but it doesn't matter.

Anyway, since my math is so good and i'm too kind i juz accumulate my one free movie + pizza ---> 2movie + one pizza...kind right....haha...

So, i'll get one of my movie to "Pirates of the Carabian 3- At World's End" and my pizza then....

The conclusion is, either i buy pirated cd or original cd or go for the movie tomorrow or some other day within month using my student id by myself or with my mum or my siblings, so i can save the money for something better(my clothessssssss).... ^-^v

Yesterday's Sadness

Yesterday once more...

Went to shopping, saw two clothes that i loveeeee.....One from Mango and another from Padini. The Mango one is a long-dress-like-jacket, grey in colour but it cost rm159....The Padini one is like the clown-dress, naked-top-dress sort of thing...haha....but is white and is a DRESS..damn find that design for as long as i can't remember, it cost another rm90 and a bag too from padini but that's not so expensive after discount only 30-40....

Can die right....i juz brought a shirt in Kl and my mum is never so kind to let me buy two.... :(

But is alright, gona try later and go and buy later if possible...i got my ways to get it the next second *notti*...

Haiz....then on wednesday, at KL the same shop that i brought my shirt, i saw one shoe, rm 30-40, one set of shirt and t-shirt, t-shirt cost=rm 40-50, shirt cost=rm 60-80, for both set.....but since is a discount month, two t-shirts maybe cost only rm 50-60, the outside matching shirt...let fate decide...

So.....if i were to get my mango,padini, is enough for my mum to KILL me officailly...

But i will get my two t-shirt at KL....if not i can't get to sleep...

Shoe won't fly one..coz is new arrival....can wait one....haha...

Ok.....all can enter and make a new movie called " A Series of Unfortunate Event of the Poor Little Girl named Grace"...

Haha...more about me coming up later..gona get changed and go for my dinner outside....

Oh ya...as i were watching a charity show juzzzzzz now around 4-5pm, there is one quote saying in chinese but, anyway, i'll try to translate as good as possible....

"where there is CARE, and HEART, and where there is a helping hand there is LOVE..."

HAMSAP HAMSAP.. I wanna rapeeeee all the boys in the world!!!! KUAKUAKUAKUAKUA

I AM HAMSAP!!!

myself...

hmm.....this is my 1st blog...so maybe i'll talk about myself a little..

im grace...from malaysia and i am from johor~!!!

i really love shopping and can't resist my love for clothesssss.....

my dream.....to be in japan,be it study or to work or to shop...haha....(im a crazy jap fan)...wanna and gonna becm a kindergarden teacher in thne near future....and my final dream is to study in UK...that's my destination and an important one....^^

currently, i am single and i guess im in love!

haha....but god will arrange things its way so.....let nature flow its way...

i have a very nice family of 6....gona extend in near near future...is gd rite...i can use it as an "experiment"....haha...jkjkjk....

i really love my frens and family...

why??

my family is wat i am of today...my frens made up my tomorrow...

my frens....once anyone enter my life the second,to me, we'll be frenz forever...forever....

of coz...i forgve and forget mistakes...but if it's repeatedly over n over again, i guess tat's not my fren....

i know..im way more mature than wat i appear...i know myself little too well..haha...i know i'm not mature enuf in handling frenship but i am in relationship...i know when and what to do at time...i guess...

i miss someone dearly...my grandma...i miss her...terribly....i know she'll be real happy up there....

well well...i guess tats enuf boosting about myself..haha....^.~v