あなたのようにiを実際に知っているか。

?あなたのようにiを実際に知っているか?

love?u?me?

人は最も愛する深くほとんどを傷つける人である...

the one who love most deeply are the one who'll hurt the most ...

痴情人总是最痛苦。。。



...but...the one who doesn't love himself will hurt even more....

may god bless u...thank u..

saturday 11th august 2007

on our way to desaru with my"relatives", my mum got a call from her brother, my uncle, that my mum's aunt's husband past-away, we all was surprised and me and my mum got terribly shock...

he used to loved and dote my so much, yet becaused of CLASS i have to miss his funeral..

i wish i could drive or someone to drive me there....i'll be grateful for eternal..

on the way back to my study town, i pray to god that give me a way that i won't regret...

i guess i found it, to pray in my heart is same as i am there....

haha..i kw i will regret...but...what can i do except sitting here and not knowing any way to there...

but i alwayz believe " when there is a will, there's a way"...

gotta try my luck at the central tmrw to see if any train goes to that small village, as there is tracks and passager still going there...

~~~~~

today

when i see my beloved guy is sad, me too...i wish i could be the one loving him...yet i will not..coz...i cannot find a reason good enough to give up the frenship...

will not and not going too too....

gonna find someone to company..haha...

maybe ssd's housemate is kinda good...haha...:P

well well...we'll see how it goes....

and i am really enjoying being single~!

a toast to frienship...and a letter to..you......

である私の唯一無二の夢の人…言う私に何をすればいいのか…

私が…今行くことを許可したら私がいかに決して後悔しない私を確かめてもいくないか私に言いなさい

私は私があなたの1才だけ、あなたの最愛の1…であることを望む

しかし私の貴重、いかに私が私によってが短い幸福のための私の自身の手とのそれのために懸命に戦った友情tatを破壊してもいいことを私に言いなさいか。

私はそれが価値があるが、私が、友人としてでありたいと思ったり常にのようあなたのため必要性および幸福の時…そこにちょうどであることを知っている

aisheteru…

私は私が友人として、常に愛することを知っている
恋人として、愛は私の血に溶けた…

しかし私は友情および友人が私のすべて…であることを知っている

i愛をそんなに知っているか。

私は友情が破壊およびすべての後でさえも実際に永久に…あることを…私が所有してもらいたいけれども何も…私を望む変えないことを私はあなたの思考にあり、睡眠ことをあなたの愛を…私は有するが、私…眠るために望みなさいことをあなたの腕にありたく、ことを私はすべてをあきらめる勇気を…私が望むことを…同じ友情が雨の後に今でもあることを望む

*iの必要性はあなたけれども私有することができないし私は運命が私が…どこにに属するか私を連れて行くようにする*

私は決して私にまだあなたのあなたそして多くが…あるのでこの友情を保つことを後悔しない

友情への友情に……

…および… i愛…


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you are my one and only dream guy...tell me what to do...

tell me how can i make sure i will never regret if i let you go now...

i wish i am your only one, your beloved one...

but tell me my dear, how can i destroy a friendship tat i fought hard for it with my own hands for the short happiness?

i know it will be worth it, but i just wanna be like always, as a friend, be there for you in times of need and happiness...

aisheteru...

i know i will love you always, as a friend
as a lover, the love has melted into my blood...

but i know friendship and friends are my everything...

will you ever know i love you so much?

i wish...there is still ever-same friendship after the rain...i wish i have the courage to give up everything but for your love...i wish to lie in your arms and sleep...i wish i am in your thoughts and sleep...i wish to have you own you yet nothing will change...i wish there is really forever friendship even after breakup's and all...

*i need you yet i can't have you, and i will let fate take me to where i belong...*

i will never regret to keep this friendship because i will still have you and more of you...

to friendship...to friendship...

...and...i love you...