may god bless u...thank u..

saturday 11th august 2007

on our way to desaru with my"relatives", my mum got a call from her brother, my uncle, that my mum's aunt's husband past-away, we all was surprised and me and my mum got terribly shock...

he used to loved and dote my so much, yet becaused of CLASS i have to miss his funeral..

i wish i could drive or someone to drive me there....i'll be grateful for eternal..

on the way back to my study town, i pray to god that give me a way that i won't regret...

i guess i found it, to pray in my heart is same as i am there....

haha..i kw i will regret...but...what can i do except sitting here and not knowing any way to there...

but i alwayz believe " when there is a will, there's a way"...

gotta try my luck at the central tmrw to see if any train goes to that small village, as there is tracks and passager still going there...

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today

when i see my beloved guy is sad, me too...i wish i could be the one loving him...yet i will not..coz...i cannot find a reason good enough to give up the frenship...

will not and not going too too....

gonna find someone to company..haha...

maybe ssd's housemate is kinda good...haha...:P

well well...we'll see how it goes....

and i am really enjoying being single~!