MMU smuggling

Friday 15th of February 2008

this is the first time i am gonna join sai's class in mmu...

i was there from 9.45am till around 6pm, and arrived home at 8pm!!!!

well, forget about that sad part which my mum ask me to take bus home which i will never ever do it again, i rather pay rm15 to get home by taxi...

MMU is really big....

when i arrived in the morning, gotta walk some distance before we reach his Physic class, he had a test then, i got so worried the lecturer would know!

during the test, the lecturer walk up and down the two stairs at two side...oh my god....my heart was pounding soooooo fast....

well, in foundation for engineer, there aren't alot of girls, and i am like one of the three or four gals in the class...

gee....how would the lecturer dun kw i am not his student..

well, that was really close, i tink the lecturer know that i am not a student or something...haha..

and i am the only ONE girl without jeans and wore a tight pants with a long t-shirt and my pinky boots, kind of like boots...:P

i was there at the MMU quite early, around 9.10 i suppose, i juz took 10minutes plus to reach MMU, and i sit at a chinese restaurant and read my book before i gota be at the gate at 9.45am, sai's late u kw!

never answer his phone or reply sms-es....god..i tot he forgotten about it and i was sooooo anxious at the gate....

haha...thank god i manage to walk in SAFELY, the guard didn't even bother to stop me...

haha...during the physic class, way before the lecturer is in, his classmates are teasing us, "Sai, u girlfriend ahh?"

then they keep telling sai, "Sai, good job!"

god....@.@

they're nice, i am glad sai has good frens there...i am worried tat he cant make any frens!

haha..but i know they wnt get into his heart like me, aparnaa and sukrut would...

we're the one and only to one another, arent we? ^-^v

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after the first class, we went and have our lunch, we got two hour break before the next class!

sai asked me in the classroom where do i wanna dine at, i say up to him, he said maybe the mmu cafeteria, but his classmates decide to eat with him and then we ate outside the mmu, fried rice, and horlick for me and orange juice for him as usual...

then after we all finish our meal, they are discussing about their english drama-presentation in supernatural...

then after talk a while there, they decide to go into mmu into the business building and continue talking...

they're all very funny, very creative too i would say...:P

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the next class is physic-kinematic or something...

the lecturer is good, the class is interesting too..

the way he explain it is really amusing..

when he is teaching about the force of "v=", he asked if the student understand, all said "NoooooOOoo", then he give the "oh my god" kind of look and his lip is hanging half-way kind of ting, is soo funny, then we giggle abit then he explains again...

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then there's another resting time before we go for the talk for choosing the major or degree, either one, the hall is used beside the bookshop..

since i need to email my lecturer becoz i fail my math essay in my course, sai didn't know but well, we already decide to go to the computer lab adn the only place except the classroom and bookshop i can enter...

we juz plated the "dotted game" in facebook, we two, i let him win u kw.. T.T

so sad lar...haha....

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when is almost time we went into the hall, it supposed to be for 2hours, but it ended like in 45minutes, it juz introduce the enginering course in both cyberjaya and melaka campus, there is one which kinda attracts me, nanotechnology, i luv mini stuffs, i dun kw why..haha..juz luv mini stuffs so much, especially thinnnn pensils and pens...

then when it ended sai sees me to the bus station, well, whereever the bus stops, then only he walks home...

i gotta hold his arm to cross the road coz the bus stops at the opposite and i hate to cross ROADSS...

so well, i scream a little as usual, and cross there...hehe..:P

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it great, im going there next time more, which i went on the next wednesday....talk about it later on..

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APARNAA, GAMBATE IN UR EXAM~!

AISHETERU~!!!!!!!!!

my melaka trip back during CNY

1oth - 11th february '08, the chinese calendar Lunar 4th and 5th of Jan.


on the 10th of feb, which is a Sunday, after i struggle to come to melaka anot, and finally did came to find my god-bro, edision, my brother went to kl at the 3pm bus in jb larkin station, then my bus is at 5pm becoz tats the earliest available... T.T

but is ok, fortunately i always bring a book with me and i read it, and eating McDonald, and so unfortunately, is my first day of the girl thing......

well, when i reach melaka, my god-bro pick me up and with his fren, Snow Ting, in the car, we went back to his hometown, Merlimau, near to Jasin, drop Snow Ting home first to bath and change, and i to his home first and eat dinner that his mum cook, well, auntie actually take-away from the restaurant except the rice, my god-bro ate fast and ask me to slowly eat coz Snow Ting is coming to eat too...

so when and we ate finish, one of the best, no, two of the best buddies of my god-bro came, and one is with his girlfriend, the guy and my 8-characters always never matches lah, haha, the moment we meet sure quarel or smting one...haha...well, in the play-play way of coz...

i know this guy longest and the other one too, David, but well, this guy ahh...haha..always pester me one lar....

haha...and today, finally i met his gf, he wanted to introduce to me in JB but unfortunately, we never had the time...

well, the other guy is named Ah.B or something i guess, haha, im so confuse about their name, well, they tease me with him lah, will talk about that later on.

then after, we went out in two cars, on is the Ah.Ben, the one that always quarel with me one, and with the Ah.B, then the other car is me, my god-bro and Snow Ting or (ST), to melaka..

we went to eat Satay Celup at Ong Kim Wee, and then another couple met up with us, well, he is a KDU student taking Finance, haha, i know tat the next day only, the full detail, during the satay celup i only heard he is in KDU oni...

well, of coz, we talk and laugh and everyone, as usual, sure will tease me one, haha...

this KDU guy, the first thing he asked me is, "You're Ah.Xiang(my god-bro nickname) god-sister right? i heard you're very 'hot'."

then i give him the "huh" kind of look, the hot of coz is not me sexy or wat, im too fierce lah...haha...too scary until everyone sure will know...:P

after my god-bro paid, this round, we just went off, the KDU guy went off first, send his gf home, his gf is sooooo gentle and nice, well, then my god-bro followed him by accident then we stop by the fun-fair near to Fajah one, so many adults there playing..

then two other guy join us, Kenny and David, but is kind of in our second round, Ah.Ben changed the token (rm2= 1 token), and gotten two small dolls kind of thing, then he said, " I dun feel shiok lah, spend rm20 but only got the two thing..."

then he went and change another rm20 and while we're playing, Kenny and David came, Kenny went and change token too, as he wanted to play too, but that's later on, kind of our last round before we went and have our tea-session..

we were playing the throw the ring into the glass-bottles and different colour significant the size of the toys, my god-bro and ST thrown into the brown glass which gives us TWO MIDDLE SIZE BEAR!

well, of coz is for Ah.Ben's gf, Xiao Tian, means "little sweet" kind of thing, she is indeed sweet, then when we are choosing our second bear, the little girl tat is working in tat 'stall' argues with my god-bro and the rest, she jokes too far lah, she throw the bear to the ground and then ST was really argueing with that little gal, 13 years old only, then in the end we get another girl, well, Xiao Tian went and pick another new bear...

then when Kenny arrives, he also wanna go to this stall lah, then we were telling him about the history but well, in the end we gotten alot of the small dolls, and Ah.Ben decided to give one each, i was a bit rude lah, coz i was talking and at the moment he decide not to joke, feel bad lahh... T.T

before this, i can't really remember which stall, maybe the flying dart stall, Ah.Ben's gf choosen the Mickey Mouse hand-puppet, u gotta put ur hand inside to move it, u kw kind of thing?

haha...well, Ah.Ben makes it sooo funny...

th games, each and every got a certain number of 'tools' to play, the rings or the darts, then the boys and ST shares among themselves and played...

then we went to melaka's "KL", which is Kota Laksamana or Kampung Lapan, we went to Laksamana and eat dimsum, we tour around Melaka Raya, before we choosen our venue, choosen by ST coz Kenny asked us, whether we wanna go "KL" or McD, and ST choosen the first one..

my god-bro gotten me a yellow siu-mai and David is so nice and he gotten me the second one too, me and ST drank hot milo, well, i wish i could drink ice, but..oh well, i had to settle wif tat...

then on the way home, my god-brother played them, he was leading the way after Kenny settled the bill this time round, then at the traffic light, my god-bro decide to wait the seconds, tere's digital time for the traffics to go, and Ah.Ben horn my brother and we two is like laughing and ask him to go, Kenny then cut the cue and went first, then my brother followed him lo...

then my bro, and the two too, are racing each other, my god-bro and Kenny mostly, trying to cut each other and when we are about to reach the junction to reach home, it has still some miles, but, at there we meet the traffic police, Ah.Ben was the first one, and the police talked with them for a longgg time, then us then only Kenny's car...

the police juz told my bro to drive carefully coz there's two life in his hand, they're kind of nice lah, and then at the front, when we can no longer see the police block, my bro asked Ah.Ben wat the police talk with them for so long, the police want the bears or dolls lah, and ask whether they can have one anot..

phew..thought what....they even check the driving licence of both of the car drivers and maybe Kenny got checked too...

then Kenny asked whether we wann go home now or what, then we said go home, then ST and the rest gotten into Kenny's car becoz he is on the way to take the non-driving person and Ah.Ben stays farther and of coz, i follow back with my god-bro....

and when we reach home is around 3am plus, then me and my bro chit-chat abit, i guess is almost 4am...

is soo cold lah...got up dun kw wat time and turn off the fan and continue sleeping till 9am..

then since is still early and my bro is not awake, i too, decided to sleep longer and when i wake up this time is around 12pm already, i bath and wash and brush then play with the baby girl and around 1 or 2pm, we gotten the sleepy-pig brother and her uncle up, is my bro's elder sister's second daughter, the elder one is a boy...:P

then he brush and we ate then we went out around 2plus p.m, to see the God-Parade, erm, is the birth of the God of that temple and we chinese have the ceremony of taking the God for a ride around the places and all, we was juz tere for a moment and we didn't really sees it, just seeing it going off, the people and all, then the Ah.B said we might go at 4pm, then my bro decided to go home, well, we stop for a afternoon break wif the KDU guy and Ah.B, the fried chicken is nice lah, and i had my barley hot,then we are all talking, then somehow, anyhow, the stupid Ah.B said wanna go after me, then my brother and the KDU guy is teasing us already, it gotten worse at our dinner later on...

then they are all calling us "gf and bf"...haha...my god.. @.@

then after this meal by Ah.B, my bro take me home and he went off to service the car air-con, then i talked with the auntie and playing with the baby, and auntie gave me alot of food to take home...:P

they say wanna go home at 4pm, bullshit lah, haha, when my bro is back is around 7pm already, and when we really start the car and to Muar to eat our dinner is around 8 or 9, and by the time we finish is around 10 plus already...

my bro at the dinner, the Tanjung Seafood Restaurant, asked me not to pinch Ah.Ben coz he is kinda not happy with it, and throughout the dinner i was feeling damn bad u kw!

haha..but we talk and ALL of them including my bro tease me and Ah.B, and keep asking Ah.B to take me the food, and refill my tea and all, arghhhh....

i wanted to change my seat but he said, "If you all are my buddies, don't change with her."

my god...no one wanna change the seat with meeee....T.T

and the crab, my brother, finally is my brother, he help me to dig out the crab meat and let me eat leh....so touched... T.T

before we went off, we took a picture, well, two pictures using two phones, one is Kenny and one is my bro's, coz my brother hp can't stand while we are self-timing, we use Kenny's hp first then ask the worker to help us take another pic with my bro's hp...

and during the photo session, the people standing behind ah, keep pushing my head and push the Ah.B's head against mine...

then after each shot, i was asking and staring at them who who who, then when my bro send me the pic i only know who did it....

can die rite....

then before Ah.B and Ah.Ben wanna drive off, my bro is like talking about following Ah.Ben's car back to Singapore becoz another guy is also going to Singapore, so Ah.Ben is taking them to the custom most probably..

then i didn't want to enter Ah.B's car, haha, wanna wait till my bro, then he came into Ah.B's car first then out to the toll already, they stop at the resting stop, they guys went to the toilet first then me, then after Ah.B take me home, me and him only, haha....

before reaching the resting place, i know my bro is worried about me, then i was just telling him to follow Ah.Ben's car coz is on the way, waste my saliva also lah...haha...

and in the car, the stupid Ah.B is asking my bro, "Ei, Ah.Xiang, i can go after your god-sister anot?"

then my bro is like, if she say yes then ok lah...haha..

then i push it back to my bro then finally i said no....

must keep repeat this lah..haha...poor me lah...sob sob sob...:P

we talk alot on the way home, i know i am abit childish lah, played too much, well, i juz wanna give all my frens more memory of me wat..:P

he is driving at the speed of 120 to 140, and around 1am, 12.30 or 40 i reach home already leh!

can u imagine how fast tat is...

but maybe Muar reach my home faster...haha....:P

but i really appreciate him taking me home, i had the most nicest chinese new year till now!

6th year....

today is the death anniversary of my grandmother, is the 6th year since she's gone...

the image of her lying there, the sound of her cremating...

still echoes in my thoughts...

for 6 years....

how did i ever live past the 6 years...

i miss you.....

i've cried countless times...

i wonder can you hear my in heaven?

how are you?


for a short 12 years you've been with me, i am so unfilial...

i wish you're here, i want you, i need you...

but is better for you to be in Heaven, cancer has tortured you enough...


wait for me in Heaven, i heard that the time passes slower than on Earth, wait for me...

i won't commit suicide, i know God will call for me someday...

that day will be the day i reunion with you...

i love you....

happy valentine...

it's the eve of the valentine's day...

yet you and i are still playing hide and seek...

would you be mine tonight and forever more?

am i fit for you?do i fit you?

my anata....aisheteru....

happy valentine to you....

happy chinese new year eve!!!!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR~!!!!!

finally is ang pao time...

hehe..how time flies...

dun worry, i'll be ok...

so.......let's countdown ya...^^

aisheteru aparnaa, and happy new year, rmb my ang pao ok, u r married to ssd u kw....haha..:P

problems of the heart....heart attack?

finally was back to jb on saturday...

today went to singapore, went to chinatown before heading home...

and before tat went to bugis and my auntie(xiao yi) means my little aunt from my mother side...

bugis street is sooooo damn crowded and mostly becoz of the sudden heavy rain...

trap almost everyone inside and my sister also tease me, "haha..if i kw u'll lose ur mood due to over-crowded place, i'll bring u to this kind of place in future so i can keep all the money for my clothes..."

so shitty sister lah...haha...

she kws im moody, coz i dun even wannna buy my CD...

is soooooooooooo damn many people tat like my sister says, if u turn ur head, ur bound to kiss someone....

when the rain is back to drizzling, we run back to bugis junction and i brought my fries again, but tis time not the heavy cheese, but herb mayo....

is good, less saltier....haha...but my dad says it's salty...

well, maybe the mayo is salty enuf itself, plus the amount of salt they put, mite be a lil too salty for some people, like my dad...

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well, juz nw i told my dad i wanna buy the ticket to go to melaka...

he asked why later on, i said i wanna go and greet my god-bro or to them, my fren, for the chinese new year u kw...

on the 7th is lunar calender, 1st of janaury, for the chinese...a beginning of a brand new year...

then later he continue saying, " why ur so cheap to visit ur fren and not he drive down since he drive's?"

well, my purpose to go to melaka is beco my god-bro's family is reli nice to me and i haven't visit them for the past two years, last and first in my god-bro's 21st b'day..

my dad actually say im cheap...

i dun kw wat he is tinknig...

i dun reli care...i dun wanna know either..

my dad is nice, he luvs us all, but why did he says tat of me?

im back to the square again, battling against myself...

i dun kw how long i can last, i dun kw when i mite say good-bye..

the only reason i am still here, last due to tat bastard, is my grandfather, and my family and my closest fren...

so wat if im cheap?

i've tot of it now, if i have bf, i'll tell them, even if im not a virgin anymore, who cares u kw, is 21st century...

even if i am not a virgin, it doesn't mean i am bad or wat...

if my future- husband wants my virgin, why not he marry my virgin instead of me?


i mean, is it wrong to visit my fren, and he is my god-bro......

if a guy visit his gal-fren means he is flirty or wat?

trust me, if teres any medication infront of me, i'll swallow it....whole bottle or watever...

tis is the first time i talk about my family ting so openly...

im sorry aparnaa, im sorry..

u kw wat i mean and feel rite?

is not i dun luv my dad, but my heart hasn't heal completely, after chanting the sutra tis morning juz make me feel more peaceful..

and now, im back to square one......

aparnaa, i can't take it anymore...

im so lonely.....so helpless....

i hate myself soo much...

so wat if im slut or cheap....so wat....


my dad nowdays, scold me for the slightest ting, like not taking my hp to singapore, i supose to bank in the money for my housemate..

they never told me in the first place, wat for i ned to bring my hp to singapore when i cant even use it?

aparnaa, i dun kw, im so lost, is not i hate my dad or wat, i kw he has his problem, but, is too much for me u kw...

aparnaa, i wish ur here...

not even HE knows...

i juz wanna give up in everyting...


my heart.....juz cant take so much anymore.....

am i pretty or am i not?

am i unique or am i not?

am i useless or am i not?

am i?am i?


i kw he doesnt like someone who gvs up so easily, but when im so alone, and so small is my heart, how much can it take?

i wish all will be fine for cny...

i wish ur here....i wish i could meet u guys in class tmrw, like for the past form 2 to 5...

dun worry, i'll be ok...

give me 3 days would be enough...^^

i luv u...


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and early this morning, went to singapore and pray in the temple...

wash my

ssd adventure

yesterday met up with sukrut, ate Nun with him...

well, in the morning he send me cute sms, such as, "You better come at 8pm, cannot 7.30 or 8.30...."

haha....and i replied, "i'll try", the he rpelied, "WAT? TRY~@? im very buzy you kw, i study until 1am, so dun come late..."

im out of cash u kw....but when im at sunway, i decided to go and look for him and it's around 6.30plus...

he also let me in the house what...see how he hang his cloth...damn cute lah..haha....

but anyway, we ate an early dinner, around 7....at the new mamak stall near to his house, cheese taste horrible wif nun, but since tere's the curry, i manage to eat three quater of it...hehe....

and when i ordered, syrup ice, and he asked me wat it is, i said is like rose drink, then he said, "o..i forgotten about this, i wanted to call it last time"..

ssd got a packet of lychee drink, high in sugar and cost 1.50, 20cent more than mine u kw..haha...

fine fine, both is high in sugar....:P

when he sees my syrup, i can never forget his expression...

is just like when a child sees something he reli like, that glow....that smile...the staring....

haha...he is still the kid of my heart....:P

but is aparnaa's husband and kids to 10children of aparnaa'ssss....

haha...

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daga called me today again, asking me over for dinner again, in an italian restaurant..

told him ahh, i got no cash, but hor, he seems to have short term memory in wateva i says u kw...haha...

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well, i know he is having a great pressure, and he needs me to be with him, just for a while...tats y i went even when im short of CASHHHH....

argh....haha....

well, wat r frens for rite?

sai, aparnaa and sukrut is the pillar of my world, without them, i will collapse and never rise again..

with them, i feel peace, harmony and the link of heart to heart...

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when i am at sukrut house earlier on, when we are about to leave for some shopping at subang parade, i heard his indon housemate screaming, "ARGHH", then ssd came out and ask me whether i heard, i tot my ears are tricking me...

haha..then we both got a good laugh, even when we're at the restaurant, we laugh at the same moment and tinknig of this matter....

SEE! it's amazing rite? :P

ssd tink dirty lah..like...he hurt his there tere tats y he scream tat way...

haha...damn him lar...

and it's ssd first time to hear tat too....

and says how he used to put the pillow on his lap and hand under...

damn him lah...all those dirty tingi...

haha...

when we're going to eat in the restaurant, we walk pass the walkway of subang parade, and some shops are setting up or moving tings, wateva it is, ssd tinks the same as me again...

he said, "ei free free", and show the hand movement he wana move it...

haha..then i said, u wanna move home or wat?

then he replied, i wnt take home, i'll sell it off there..

hehe..he sure got a good business mind~~~~ :P