6th year....

today is the death anniversary of my grandmother, is the 6th year since she's gone...

the image of her lying there, the sound of her cremating...

still echoes in my thoughts...

for 6 years....

how did i ever live past the 6 years...

i miss you.....

i've cried countless times...

i wonder can you hear my in heaven?

how are you?


for a short 12 years you've been with me, i am so unfilial...

i wish you're here, i want you, i need you...

but is better for you to be in Heaven, cancer has tortured you enough...


wait for me in Heaven, i heard that the time passes slower than on Earth, wait for me...

i won't commit suicide, i know God will call for me someday...

that day will be the day i reunion with you...

i love you....