...::~* ice heart *~::...: September 2007

movie and movie and movie

today went to MidV, and watched a cantonese show, Beauty and the7 Beast...

is really nice....gals are hot and pretty and the story line is good too....love it....

but i, again, mizz a little beginnig part, the 1st time is while watching the Transformers..

hate being late and miss some part, feel a little empty ...haha....never mind about my describtion, too exagerating lah....:P

my next movie is : lust, caution, hairspray, love and honour(jap film), 881(sg film), etc...

argh..so many movies at one time...gonna go bankrupt...

and i spent almost 5o today!!!!

see..i brought pop-corn, and before that Mcd's frenchfries(m) and my cup of hot tea...

and rent two good novel and brought one9only 1.20 lah), god...the comic shop near my college is a heaven...

gonna join in their membership or maybe not, and read the comics...

gonna rent a nice nice comic, i think is called "chaging magic" or something, i read the behnid of the book, is about a girl who wanna try to be in love with this guy and after be in a delima to be truely in love or something...not so sure though....haha....

and juz back from my yam cha or tea section.....yap....from 1.30-2.30 approximately, ate TOO FULL, my mee goreng, and one limau ice and syrup...

super duper full lah...

and..while walking there, my housemates say i am THIN...WAKAKAKKAA...T-H-I-N!

kekekekeke....but to me, i am FAT, eat so much how can be thin..sure my KG is at 48 or smthing....i wanna be at 45 lah..:'(

HELP.......~!!!!!!!!!

and now....wanna listen to music and wash my face, brush my teeth..

and i am not gonna touch chocolate that monkey thing for 3months....shit it..cause my pimplezzzz to pop-up like no one will see.....kek sei....means angry at myself till death kind of meaning in cantonese or for short, gonna die....

and..hannah....how wonderful is to have you back now...aparnaa.....i'll introduce you to her and vice versa....both my bestest frenz...aparnaa is extra special, so is ssd and sai...;)

the day of reunion and the day my heart has one reason to rest...;)

today, at facebook, while looking at my old fren's account - brandon...

while deciding to view his friend, as i am new there, and wanna add my old fren from my beloved old skol which has and contained my most precious memory...

and..while viewing his friend..i found my long lost friend~!!!

HANNAH CROSS...

i've lost contact with her since she went back to UK around when i am in Year 7 or 8...

my god....

she also replied my email via facebook today!

around 11.29pm, our time i guess....

i love you hannah...

i tried to find you via fresnter and anywhere i could...and now..i found you..

thank you for being in my life again...

thank you...

*frens forever*

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and while sharing my joy wif dodo, i said something, "life in international skol is never easy when it comes to frenz rite?"

and i guess is pretty true....

but the memory and frenship is valueless, and you made frens around the world!

thank you god......im so happytoday....^-^v

mooncake festival~

today is the "mooncake festival"...

didn't really celebrate much lo...haha.....juz play a little in Mlk....back to here again lah............:'(

me and my younger sister played...i did the putting candle into the lantern, light it, hang a little of it, and checking it.....my sista did the checking of....ground candlessss...

haha...before before way before we'r gonna end it....i said.."boring.." she laugh..and then i said
boringgg.." after a long while, then i said, "ok..let's do some checking", she replied,"is YOU no WE.."

=.=" is the look i gave....

haha.. played indoor as it is raining heavily outside......we hang our lanterns on the clot hangers and on the thing that we hang our clothes o..:P

before heading home when we juz reach Mlk frm Jb, i ate at LIMBONGAN BURGER at K.Laksamana, wow wow, finally i can EAT there...dine-in....
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i asked my mum whether we can eat there as we're picking up my second sis which is so damn "hard-working", as she stayover night at her best friend house over the while we're at Jb...

well, back to asking my mum...she think a while then said, "you're eating fast-food everyday...etc etc.."

(p/s: we ate McD yesterday when we're back from Singapore...:P

dine-in too leh.....thx to my younger sister..kekekee...she's the King-Card leh...)

when my mum hesitated i know we're gonna eat there...WAKAKAKAKAKAKKA.....

let's view some picture, taken by me the artist and some from my sista'z...

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sista and lantern

me and 2nd sista

the crucked sister.....

...and...after shaping....(by the ARTIST ME...wkaakkaka....)

...and...with the "mummy" candle....

the barbie couple playing and lighting candles too...:P

me stealing barbie hubby.....kakakaka....

the thing we use to hang our 'indoor lantern'...

ops....it juz burnby itself then my sis hang it up lo....:P

boomerang!...but i named it......burningram!!!!!

my sis and the barbie's...

song idiot

so....juz ask dodo said, "holy shit....you need some help!"

haha..well...i don't listen to english songs AT ALL....except some really oldies, melodies, children songs and sme really meaningful songs that meant alot to me such as -education and lonely...

haha...he send me a list tons of artist,bands, well...i know only 0.0001% of what he typed!!!

haha....

im sure he is shaking his head hard...OMG..how come i know an alien...LOL...
(sorry LOL is used....:P)

he asked me to write down the bands he mention and download their SONGS and listen!

haha...

i say, "you can burn into a CD for me on my b'day lah"

he replied, "give you the whole hard-disk also not enough."

so bad right...haha...

chinese songs are the songs that i am alwayz updated and listen most of the time...

haha....gotta do some homewowrk i guess...on english songz....kekeke..:P:P

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just received an email by kumiko, my japanese best-friend i known in JB, many years ago, she just went on a trip to Uk for 3weeks as a school field trip!

wow..so lucky...haha..

hope to get her reply soon.....

wow wow wowo...

UK..wait for meeeeeee........you too, japan! ^.~v

travissey..and bookey..and friend..

while chatting with ivan today, he gave me this website that is for mooncake festival for next TUE (me at jb till then leh.....frm tmrw onwards!!!! kekekeke)

it has my chinese name written on piece of paper.....yap...he typed my chinese name leh..

according to him, he studied basic chinese last sem and he is havig 3 whole month of holidays wor......T.T

http://www.bokee.net/includes/zhongqiu.jsp?stra=en+hui

afterwards, he also wrote me this sms-like-message:

D@rkn3ss says:

晚上给你一个温暖的问候，一句晚安虽是普通和平常得一句话，但你可知道，那是表示我晚上临睡前最想念的人，就是你。

..and this...

D@rkn3ss says:
lauwe....little chinese words can made me sweating alot ..

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ivan...we've once loved each other...but now...we know we only can be the best of friend..

i love someone deeply now....i don't know if that flower will bloom, but to love him this way, silently, is true love in other way...

may god bless u..to walk out of the misery i cause in u.....

thx for being so nice to me now leh..haha..u've changed alot neh...

thx u...

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and i am going back to JB tmrw wor...WAHAHAHHA....

can play candles and lanterns le...waiitng for this day for one whole year liao leh...kekekeke...

muahahahahaha......

come on babies..let's play togehter ya..

damn u aparnaa..wish ur here man...

love u and misses u tons and tons..

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today, my classmate, INA drop me at MidV...

went to MPH as she suggested and i think, why not...

and i always go to the shelf of chicken soup, and today i happen to read "Chicken Soup for Teens on Love and Friendship"

is a v.v.v.v.v. NICE BOOK...

thought of aparnaa, my very best friend on earth that knows our language well- wordless.

haha...noo..is not we got nothing to say....is words that is needless to say it out could be understand in our heart, same to Sai and SSD...

would like to buy it but i brought another BOOK instead....mad rite??

well...i wanna go and take the damn hot and sutffy KTM (first time taken via MidV)...or rather wanna go to the bus central to take my bus back to M*..

i happen to walk pass this book-shelf about quotations or something, and i happened to grab this book of quotation, story and jokes for Teachers...

is really nice and i thought to myself, "Well, i know that no matter what you can't scrip and save money for BOOKS(read it somewhere), and I guess i won't regret it...."

well..while waiting for my bus, which came one hour later(i was 30min earlier)!

..i read it...really inspirating...

why i love kids...

well...mainly ie becoz i promised my 1st principal that loves me so much in international school in JB which is YPJ for short; and i always remember what i said to her, "when i grow up, i want to become a teacher and come back to this school to teach..."

is no longer there....but is ok.....as long there is a school and education, i wanna be there..

and the other reason...i love kids...

is like peanut butter and bread, the child is the bread and you the educator is the peanut butter, you want to eat a good bread, make one....and that is what my beloved Mr.Lousley, Ms.Sim, Ms.Hutchinson(didn't really teach me), Ms.Ooi, Puan Amirah, Ms.Cosnet, Ms.Benson and my beloved and i owe much to my NZ's principal - Ms.Davidge...

Kis are cute lah.....haha....althought everyone says the child is gonna teach me instead of me teaching them...:P

i guess that might be the way you know...haha...too weak lah....::S:S:S:

haha....

but that boo..cost me...RM 42....T.T

purse bleeding liao.....

haha....

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mizz ya aparnaa....

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thx dodo for ur song lo...

"love will come true"

and the "TRAVIS" band..

see this:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Travis_(band)

[by dodo]

quite awesome eh...haha.....

and i am from planet PLUTO lah....gugulak pulak...haha..:P:P:P

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ME love MANJUSANG~!!!! *wakakaka*

a surprising coincidence

Saturday 15th Sept. 07

my uncle and great-uncle from China come to our house for the second time as they're going to fhy back early back to China early in the morning. My parents are going to send them off with my sis(we four woke up and only she was choosen to go with them as i went to pick them up already). They all woke up around 3AM and to the airport...

Well, the above happnes the next day lah..

haha...so on saturday, my family though of taking them to Jonker Walk as we stay in M* for temporary(!!!)

There, we just walk around, just ate our dinner and no one has extra appetite for some cold stuff or an extra drink somewhere, except bubble tea's that me and my siblings brought, except my 2nd sis that is...

While walking back where we came, my sis spotted Tom(my god-sis bro, ex-skolmate) and Michael(my senior in the batch before me)...

Well, is a coincidence and a nice one....;)

just that my god-sis didn't come....:S

and well....wish i had met her, i met her once in KLCC and once or twice in Mahkota Shopping...

Wish all of them a happy life, uncles and frenz...;)

And i wish my great-uncle could visit again...

he is my grandfather's elder brother....

long story of how ALL of them is Malaysian and ONLY he went back to China...

Oh ya, before my uncle left for China, he gave us a angpao of 50...:P:P:P

and my great-uncle a small token...it doesn't matter of the monkey inside, is the heart that count rite? ^-^v

gamabte-neh my love....

今天很偶然的看见你曾经深爱过的她的BLOG。。。

她真的与众不同。。。你们不能再在一起真的很可惜，因为你们真的很配也。。。

她的美貌与才智，和你的帅气与贴心，真的只羡鸳鸯不羡仙啊。。。

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她很坚强，和你一样哦。。。哈哈。。。

但是，你们的心真的受伤了，愿你们的主能保佑你们吧~！

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情爱的，放不下，就回到你的天堂吧。。。

她和你，不该在红尘中，因为你们之间的爱创造了一个新天堂。。。

我也爱你啊。。。但是你始终不属于一个平凡在也不能平凡的我。。。

还有，你的天堂就是我的。。。

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还有，因为我始终能把友情与爱情分开哦。。。

朋友，加油吧~！！！

GAMBATE-NEH…

我迟迟不敢和你表白因为……我不能在手心或手背做选择，那就是 - 友情与爱情…

和情人分手后的我，一切我都不在乎，我只在乎，我们还能做朋友吗？

因为，友情始终是我的生命电力啊~！！！

现在的我和你，是我辛苦经营的也……所以啊…

我还是喜欢现在的我们…喜欢能在你未来的日子里都有我的参与，和你一起分享我们生命中喜怒哀乐，苦与乐，甜与酸~

AISHETERU~！！！ ^-^v

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我有个小小心愿……它在我心里面……

就是能和你一起创造一个新的天空~！：P v（yueah sign)

if....only if.....

如果。。。若真的有如果，我会选择永远这样的爱着你。。。

if...if there is really if, i will love you forever...

the neverending wait

i see you in my EYES like the bue blue sky..

with the wind BLOWING gently across OUR face..

MINE in reality and YOU in my imagination....

in dodo's msn, he wrote: "the neverending wait..."

gave me this inspiration though..

haha..i dream of him twice....is so sweet, so real, so near yet so far...

i wish i could have you...love you..hug you...be with you, tidy your room, cook my egg + rice recipe( dodo spell it resipi) 2otimes a week..haha...dodo still say correct sommore...haiz haiz haiz..gotta put one more person in my eunuch list liao..haha...:P

i wish i might, i wish..the one i love is blessed with tons of love...

*F.I.R -ni hen ai ta (you really love him)*

http://2005.wu123.net/815/

(listen to this music and read)

time may fly ;

earth still rotates ;

the milky way may live for life after life ;

i may be with him ;

and you may be with her ;

but this memory is what i treasure most ;

time is limited ;

but the love in this period is unlimited...

t.r.u.e ....... l.o.v.e

http://2005.wu123.net/815/

( listen to the music and then oni read....)

oh...i see in ur eyes....washabi shines more than sushi + shoyu...

oh baby....true love is when you are getting your true love...

my baby....i feel blessed to be in love with you.....

i feel loved and i walk at a slow slow pace..

i will not catch up your fast pace because on your trail i see you, and i loved that feeling...

smell your smell in the wind....your touch on that flower....and your kiss to the autumn leafs...

baby baby baby...your my one and only.....

my last and forever...

i do not have to be with you to feel you with me, coz u've build a palace in my heart...

nothing can replace this secret-love feeling in me...

to me this is not suffering but true love in disguise...

for i had come true waves and wind and sails on sea, to me nothing is better than this...

althought at times the wound act up, the loneliness calls for you but i have long carve you in my heart so that i SMILE whenever i see you...

you put my heart at ease.....

baby, my baby, my honey, my heart, my love, i love you...

you're as perfect as you seem to be..

so creative, so talented in everything...

you look so innocent and lovable to me...

you know what, if i have one wish and once chance to grab one opportunity, i will choose you and your love...

i wanna let you craw through each and every of my cells, my body, my heart, my mind, my thoughts, my love...

i wanna let you have every inch of me...coz i belong to you...you're my one and only...

baby baby, one more time.......

when lie lies upon lie

when "LIE" lies upon "LIE"....

he just wouldn't give up on telling lies...

visit my sis in JB? and his email still say, "tq for letting me kw love..sorry..."

bla-di-bla-bla.................

aparnaa is never wrong.....DELETE HIM FORM THE DEPT OF UR MEMORY!

sept 14

thursday 14th sept

nothing special today, went to look for ssd...

didnt stay over night, unfortunately, he called me last week, somewhere around wed~fri lah...ask me wanna go over to stay for a night or not coz his housemates are all having holiday..

and on this day, he said his housemates, two of them is back, so i dun hv to company lo....so monkey him rite?

haha....is ok lah..

i feel happy when they're dependent on me...the three....aparnaa, sai and ssd...

they are my everything and they are made of the soul of my heart; and vice versa to us all...

remeber when on tue, how i can't concentrate in class, need a shoulder or a warm voice to tell me, "is ok...i'll be here and so u can cry at ease...."

that afternoon, i saw aparnaa online...juz how miracalious frenship is..really...

they three always know how to console me when i am down, they may not know what had happened or if anything has happened but they somehow always make me feel warm, love and secure....

that's the power the hold....

i remember once, we all are having free period or breaktime, suddenly they or aparnaa said, "if you have a enermy and he beg you to let him off, you will, and then the enemy will kill you coz you let him off....."

the two said, "haha...yayaya....."

aparnaa then said, "haha...ya lo....you're too soft hearted lah..."

aparnaa said this once when i broke up with my first or second.....

coz i pester her too much....inexperience maa..haha...

and i'll never forget her word, "dun let the sadness be there for too long, get up asap...is over so dun tink about it anymore..."

after that i trained myself to forget love-sadness from 3month to 3week to 3days....

your'all(prononunce that way is...and ''you all'' 's the real word) dependent make me feel safe and remembered..remember our song? lonely and graduation?

how time flies........ 25th may is the day i left our class officially...i still miss the days...and it seem is just like yesterday...once more....

*even if the sky fall, i know there'll be YOU three to hold it for me and still say, "it's ok...no worries....be at ease...we're here so what's a 'problem'?*

evan almighty rocks~!

wednesday 12th Sept

went for EVAN ALMIGHTY...

is a damn good and funny movie..

is so funny that when he is starting to buld the ark, is so funny that my tummy pain and i was drinknig my water, i can't spit it, i can't laugh out..my god..so funny yet so miserable...haha...:P

and tmrw i gotta pass up one of my assignment- narrative observation, 2/3 of my obervation..

haha..my classmate who drop me there say i am a great one..haha..:P

well...actually we passed up but we all had problem with it and our lecturer- Ms.Foong Lin, pass back to us and ask us to pass-up, tmrw, which is the 2nd due date..she's kind man...:P

so i juz gotta edit a little in my pendrive, print it and pass up!

easy lah...haha....

wish i pass...haiz......

after that i brought two mooncake for my fren who is taking music in diploma -bingbing, and went to her house..

they all are so nice..they're member of the church, sisters, and a few guys..i am so famous there coz everyone know my name and know who i am..=.="

haha....but they are so nice, one of the auntie or elderly there, Auntie Girlie said, "treat this as your home...", and my fren too..god..they're sooo nice..

they treat me the asam soup of philipine style and is not spicy only sour.....with fish and some sort of cucumber-like which is used to be cooked in the bean-curry of the roti prata's...

is nice..and my fren brew me tea, my favourite..and she just know i like it..how funny frenship is rite? ^-^

and i ate a banana and two muffin which they bake and sell for living...

is so damn nice..this time i ate the green ting inside and white thing's..cube like thing, jelly-hardening, or watever that is added in cakes...is nice..last time i ate the butterfly and chocolate..

all is nice..philipino style..is really crispy yet soft..this is what i love...

and before my movie, i was too early as the movie i wanted to watch, "hidden summer in my heart", is cancelled due to i will be the oni one who is watching and is international screen..well....

and i ate at ZEN a.k.a secret recipe....a french dessert and milk and ice lemon tea...

the dessert is so nice...

at first i wonder what is the brown layer is, is caramel layer....on soft-cream-like-cake...taste like heaven...

the first spoon in, it gives off the crack sound you know..it surprise me and makes me really happy...haha.....well.....is really nice and i ate for 1whole hour of that small thing..haha..

well..i HAVE HAD plenty of time and is only around 5 or 6 and my movie is at 7.30pm!

so i enjoy there lo...eat eat drink drink, and of course, reading my love novel..kekekke.....

and i know why is EVAN labelled as 18, becoz the kids says bad word and some action that some kiddo might just copy- CPC...so is safer tat way...who knows what if one funny kid after watching it wanna buy 8lots of mansion-land-to-build-on and build one ARK...haha.....:P:P:P

true friends.....love and protects you and ur family~!!!

today is Sept. 11, many years ago, the falling of the twin tower in US..where many died...

well..today is a damn sad day for me..

what would you do if someone u once loved, trust, betrays you and doesn't care how you think? putting someone that really matters to you in pain too?

well..there is this one guy that did just that...

doesn't care how i feel, i think, and how my S** think....

he is no friend of mine...he suppose to protect her like i am to her...

i hate him so much..

he can lie so much when i try to hint....

that's great...

i don't know why i am stupid enough to wanna keep the so-called and worthless, "friendship", to him...

i appreciate his goodness to me..

i cannot forgive anf forget...

how you treat my frenship like shit..

how you treat me like dirt...

how you treat my love and trust just like is nothing...

god.......i should never ever let you be my friend again...

how could you........play us and my s** is young.......god.....wanna violate her huh?

i will call 9-9-9!!!!

i dun care shit about you..

you still can lie so much over the phone.....

i can't beleive there is such people and who i and her claimed to be friends...

haha...

thank you aparnaa and jun yuan and everyone for being there when i really needed you guys most...

my heart never hurt so much.....never did...

i can't even concentrate in class....even break-up's doesn't effect me.......

thank you..dodo....even thought u r tired..u still let me blabber out...

arigatou.....

life

hmm......i had encounter many things...

tried many things in life....

had my heart broken and mended times and times and times....

i had absorb some wisdom words by people that make me stronger each time i fall..

i never regret becoz i came to know is juz part of life, accept or not, is lesson being learn out of book and is to oneself only..

juz like my lecturer said, "take wat comes...take a deep breathe and go on..."

dun see me as i am me, juz like dodo, never underestimated his imagination..

if i were to ask u, "y u study for?"

wat is ur answer?

well, dodo's answer is, "to learn..."

i am too mature inside and i know how to handle things...

i handle the way i wish tat if it were to occur on me, is the same....

blessing in disguise......

well well....some things is hard to write in words...as it varies and changes in situations... but what doesnt change is : there is LOVE inside me....

*never regret, becoz is wat ur heart chooses and is juz to experience life..forgive urself before u expect others to forgive you; love urself before u love others...*

ratatouille(ra-ta-too-ee)

today as planned, me and sai watched the RAT movie at 6.50pm..

is a good movie....laugh from the beginning to the end...

haven't meet up wif sai for some time....

haha....he asked me whether i liked those animations so much izit?

and he said, "the people is now making animated-movie of the animals..bees,rats,etc..."

well...the rat movie is good and nice lah.....kekekeke....

after that we went for a pizza, and after tat i saw sai's dad for the first time...haha....

sai really look like his dad leh..kekeke....

the pizza ate around 2o plus, and he paid of coz...

he gotta hurry home coz is late....haha...

he sms me afterwards too..good boy...:P

he also said and PROMISED me that whenever i ask him out, he will...haha....nice guy nice guy...

he talked alot....haha...i feel bad for not being able to be by their side..really....while waiting for my mum i thought to myself, "i wish when i go to school in the morning, the first thing i see is them...juz like before...."

hope sai can go to jonker with me next time...:P

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before i went off for my movie (i had to go earlier becoz to collect the ticket being booked, 45mins b4)...

i chat wif aparnaa....she siad this, "they talk non-stop now, becoz they r alone..."

tats rite..im really happy tat they depend on us and we depend on each other..the four of us..

the effort being made to be in their heart earlier in the secondary years has not been in vain..

and love is all it takes....:)

rong zhu er's - the girl wif wings

独白︰一年了，你好吗？
　　　我现在过得很好
　　　请你不用担心
　　　我会勇敢的…

当我还是　一个懵懂的女孩
遇到爱　不懂爱　从过去　到现在
直到他　也离开　留我在云海徘徊
明白没人能取代　他曾给我的信赖

See me fly　I'm proud to fly up high
不能一直依赖　别人给我拥戴
Believe me I can fly　I'm singing in the sky
就算风雨覆盖　我也不怕重来

我已不是　那个懵懂的女孩
遇到爱　用力爱　仍信真爱
风雨来　不避开　谦虚把头低下来
像沙鸥来去天地　只为寻一个奇蹟

See me fly　＊I'm proud to fly up high
生命已经打开　我要哪种精彩
Believe me I can fly　I'm singing in the sky
你曾经对我说　做勇敢的女孩＊

我盼有一天　能和你相见
骄傲地对天空说　是借你的风
Let me fly

Ｒｅｐｅａｔ＊

我不会孤单　因为你都在