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Tuesday, May 27, 2008

妈妈, 别哭, 我去了天堂....(a letter for mum's in Si Chuan)

妈妈, 别哭, 我去了天堂,
随着地动天摇的一声巨响,
我看见你跌坐在嘈杂的操场,
撕心裂肺的呼喊还在我的耳旁.

妈妈, 别哭, 我去了天堂,
漫天星星可都是你的泪光,
黑夜里我不是孤独的流浪,
同学们手牵手嘶哑地流浪.

妈妈, 别哭, 我去了天堂,
老师说那边再没有鸟语花香,
所以我恋恋不舍回头张望,
绿水青山却是一片苍凉.

妈妈, 别哭, 我去了天堂,
只是我舍不下曾经的梦想,
帮我把漂亮的书包好好收藏,
我听见废墟里姐姐的书声朗朗.

妈妈, 别哭, 我去了天堂,
可惜我等不及看到绿色的军装,
我还想写完老师布置的作业,
留恋着黑板, 书本和课堂.

妈妈, 别哭, 我去了天堂,
有灯光生活总有希望,
睁开眼睛我要看你活的坚强,
你的爱永远把我的路照亮...
没有我的日子, 你把爱给活的孩子吧!

the skies of 18...

天天非常想你的天天
飞过城市的边缘降落爱你的终点
想念互道晚安的每天
却又舍不得说再见你的笑那黱甜
我的直觉就是那黱坚决不怕有暴风圈
因为你是我最晴朗的大晴天
牵我的手每一天我要非常用心感觉
为爱你才是我最后最美丽的句点
喜欢在你的肩膀盘旋喜惯两个人的世界
因为爱你才让我的心永远像甜甜圈
牵你的手还是有点紧张
看你双眼怎黱好好说话
这次真的下定决心鼓起勇气拥抱你让我们的爱连成完美圈圈
曾经怀疑自己是否能保护你是你让我看见世界美丽
是你带我走向温暖生命因为有你我的天空放晴
紧握住你的手一起迎接未来
十八岁的蔚蓝环绕永远的爱
天天非常想你的天天
飞过城市的边缘降落爱你的终点
想念互道晚安的每天
却又舍不得说再见你的笑那黱甜
我的直觉就是那黱坚决不怕有暴风圈
因为你是我最晴朗的大晴天
爱要你牵我的手每一天我要非常用心感觉
因为爱你才是我最后最美丽的句点
喜欢在你的肩膀盘旋喜惯两个人的世界
因为爱你才让我的心永远像甜甜圈
是否能够继续因为你能让我真正充满勇气
有你才可以真正面对自己一起面对未来
十八岁的蔚蓝两人一起拥抱永远的爱
爱要你牵我的手每一天我要非常用心感觉
因为爱你才是我最后最美丽的句点
喜欢在你的肩膀盘旋喜惯两个人的世界
因为爱你才让我的心永远像甜甜圈

Sunday, May 25, 2008

super fucking duper asshole a.k.a gigolo~!!!!!!!!

i dun kw...

i reli start to wonder.....

y tat fucking asshole juz cnt leave me and my sista alone...

i really feel like wacking him till DEATH and to the deepest level of HELL~!

fucking guy...

may god bless him to get bump by a truck the next second or has gotten depression or any sort~!!!!!!

Thursday, May 22, 2008

Congratulation Mahas!

one of my classmate, Mahas, well, she's a defer student from a previous intake...

she gave birth yesterday at 12.26pm at Damansara Specialist Hospital and weight 3.7kg~!!!!!!

haha...wow....she's damn cute....looks alot like daddy, and Mahas even describe the baby gurl as, "the darkest baby she has"....

haha..oh my..@.@

thx god her hubby is outside...haha....she even take a lil peek to see if he's around~!

haha.....

i went there in the morning and Ina, my classmate pick me up then picking Sharifa too, then only to the hospital as Sharifa stays just around the hospital area..

the private room, single bed there, 215, if im not mistaken, isss so cold lar....haha..

the baby even sneezes so much and searching for milk...haha...

kawaiii neh~

the baby alot of hair leh~

i'll upload the pix at facebook~

mahas suppose to be in natural delivery, but the baby's position is not down, and thus need to be in C-Section...

and after that, we had luunch at 1Utama for a quick lunch, as Shaine, one of my classmates couldn't go to the hospital as she's going to HK soon and she's weak and then her mother doesn't allow her to go...oh well, so we decided to meet there...

we have Kenny Roger as the Food Court in the old wing reli sucks....hehe...im picky lar....but but, it's reli nt nice leh.....hehe...

anyway, we'll meet again next week for celebrating Shaine's early b'day~

she's going to HK on the 1st of June wif her bf, as her bf wanna celebrate her b'day at the disney-land there..

one day, i wish i cud find a bf tat sayang me alotttt neh~ *eye glittering*

haha.....:P

once again..


CONGRATULATION MAHAS~!

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

2 days classmate, forever classmates...

29 n 30 April


On these two days, i attended a two-day English class session in UNLV Singapore, as they need to evaluate my english before i can get accepted by them...

Well, on the Monday, my grandpa brought or followed me to the school to visit, which i got an appoinment wif them...
After the appointment, me and my grandpa ate at the Spagetti restaurant, and itssss so tasty, but a lil too heavy, although i luv the cream sauce wif Spagetti and Chicken, if it has ham wif tis set, it wud be sooo perfect....yum yum...

The next day, which is the 29th, the front office lady, a young and sweet lady, says, "ur grandpa is so nice to bring u to skol..."

hehehehe....everyone in my family, my sistarz are soooo Zealous~~~~!!!

wahahahahah...

Well, i have those very nice classmates and the lecturer, Prof Gaylene, are all so nice....

there are around 10 or more in my class and surprisingly, even the guy in my class which i didn't even have a proper conversation wif him remembers me, and im sooo touch when i decided to defer my intake date to next year, thx to the stupiak teacher training, if not i wud be wif them, Rebel 4....

all of them asked me on the nite the class start itself which is the 20th May, "Hey, y r u absent this morning.."

and although they're abit sad, but the say to me, "One day classmates, Forever classmates.."

Yi Wei, the guy which has no proper conversation wif me. talks sooo much on msn wif me tat day, as most of them are korean and they speak their native language, my other classmate, Irene, calls them the "Korean Mafia's"...

haha..but she has change her course to Culinary Art School, which only accepts around 12 student per intake, and we all wish the best for her, as that's her wish, to open her own bakery...

and Yi Wei says, he'll feel bored and alone coz in-skol-hour or after, they hardly go out together and all....

wish Candy cud come wif us on the last day of skol, they're hvg holiday till 20th May, so on the last day of skol, we all went for Irone Man in Catay Cineplex, and its superb~!

well, i found out, maybe they too, tat after donating her blood the day before the last day, she felt dizzy the next day thus missing the last day of class and the date wif us...

the guys are sooooo nice, the two of them belanja us three gals, the other two korean gals, sushi and i belanja them the Ben & Jerry ice-cream later on as my b'day treat for them and then only Irene join us...she went to do some of her immigration thing i guess...nt reli clear abt tat...

wat touches me most is they all really treat me as one of the class and their best frenz....

although we hardly kw each other, oh well, for 6 hour class, in two days plus extra hours for the movie and all, they're my bestest fren and they show me the way out in my darkest day....

thx u all Rebel 4, hope i can join Rebel 6 next year!!!!!!

Monday, May 12, 2008

my baby is in hospital~!

today set off from melaka to singapore around 4am, yea.....4 a.m....

and when i arrived at singapore, woken up frm my sleeeeeeeeeep, didnt sleep at all u kw, turn and tost on my bed, then around 3.30am i decided to wash my hair coz i'm not feeling comfortable(i mean my hair)...haha...

then my aunt told me my lil cousin sista, charmine entered hospital due to lung infection, coz of her long-term coughing and she entered the emergency place when the clinic doctor finally check out what's wrong wif her coughing....(he's dumb)

well, she is fine now, according to my aunt she's alright now....

she love her "robot hand", they had to fix her left-hand coz of the tube tingi for easy-injection, and i took a few pix of her wif her.....errr, posture?

haha....

she's cute....

and yesterday, when they had to put in the pipe and to draw blood on her only-mobile hand, she cried like hell and then she put her two hand up and check her two hand to see the "changes"...

haha...juz imagine u seeing both ur hands in a very pitiful look plus her cuteness...haha...

she even have three guns and two power-ranger sword wif her to kill her boredom, and she plays with it using her only mobile hand and the thumb of the imobile-hand....haha...

she's juz soooooo cute larrrr~!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ops..sorry, forgotten she's the patient..

i even drank her milo and some biscuit for her snack after dinner around 8 or 9...hehe..

she says is like water, and im not feeling so well, due to u-kw-wat, and tis month im extra not-well, even throw up, oh well, felt better after the hot ting...

haha...

u kw...the nice ting abt children's ward is, the kiddo will not like the food, too plain for sure, so the family members always benefits from it...hehe..

ok lar, i kw i mean me....the food is gooooood~

especially the milo or the drinks they make....haha....:P

soli soli....

tmrw got an interview with the principal of the future-skol i mite enter, and kinda worried..

hope everything would be ok, and i'll finally find my way.....

Monday, May 5, 2008

god bless me!!!!!

today....oh well, yesterday is my b'day...

chat wif my sista juz nw during free-time when we gotten back from the dinner...

had a nice tea and not-so-nice fried kwey-teow...

well, we juz randomly chatted abt everyting...

man..as they say, i had alot of ppl going after me during my high skol days..

nowdays is like....SHIT!!!!!!!

my god....damn it, 1 year and 3 months is long enuf...

hope he had a nice gf and maybe it's the time for me to really go man-hunting?

haha....well well, may god bless me in wateva tats needed..

skol.....bf.....everyting...

the appointment wif Sai to MBO was cancelled becoz he have a class at 5pm too...

so i can sleep till late late...

hehe....

and i will update asap.... ^^

niteeeee~